My heart was pounding. my body was shivering. it was so hard feeling of attraction to the girl sat in front of me in the bus bound to Peera Garhi. I was reading 'kino', a short story by Haruki Murakami, she was doing nothing apart from watching me nervously. maybe she was also feeling the same desire..same heart-pounding moment, or maybe not. I don't know. I even don't know if my feeling was real or just provoked by the story I had been reading for half an hour. she was still staring me omg! it was feeling too strong, even though, she was just a normal-looking girl, not that much beautiful to make me want to go near her or stare her affectionately.
the bus reached its terminal. I stood up hoping and not wanting to go her away. I departed from the bus and to my wonder, she was just behind me...a step backward. and she was on my right side at the next moment. I was amazed at what kind of the girl she is oh god...! my subconscious was laughing. she came to the next bus stand, we stood next to each other. or say I want to stand next to her so I was. I had no idea which route of DTC she would pick to travel further. I needed to board on the coming bus - 962. I boarded and....damn it!! she also. I scoffed subconsciously. on the 6th bus s
tand, I needed to deboard. she was standing close to the exit door. and I was hoping that she would also deboard on the same stop and I promised to myself that if she did, I am gonna talk to her. but...the stop arrived and I had to deboard....all alone. I deboarded and looked to her if she would be seeing me. but the bus was crowded and I couldn't see her. I was walking on the footpath hoping we meet again. I had no idea what to do with the feeling. so, I shared it with my diary. voila. waiting for the next meeting.
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